So I came home today from work, I'm exhausted and tired as hell and then I watched a drawing video. Again one fact caught up to me - If I won't train, I won't get better. So I started some Anthony Jones' video (the man is my primary inspiration in drawing, he's incredible) and started drawing. It's a little therapy and calms me down.
So I'll try again, each day to draw something and get better. Today is day number 1.